Ain't nobody got time for that!

So this is really a two part post. I apologize in advance since it has been a while since my last blog. For those that actually take the time to read and comment on them, thank you so much.

Part #1 - Yes it may be surprising to some that I am a shy person when it comes to guys. I know that I have mentioned it before - maybe just not on here yet. Really it is the "closing" portion of the interaction. This can be directly tied to my fear of rejection. I know that other single people like myself have the mentality of "their loss" which I am really trying to incorporate into my life.

I do want to take a moment and give myself a pat on the back as I grew slight balls and gave my number to someone. Success! He did text me. It didn't work out the way that I way wanted it to; however, one step at a time.

Got a message from another Tinder member the other day. His opening line was one to be quite admired, "I would so let you suck my dick." I mean with a one-liner like that how could I possibly resist. If you didn't sense the sarcasm in that last sentence.....it truly has been too long.

Part #2: This is the part where I warn you that this next point is a ex drama vent.

My dad has been kind enough to offer some work to my ex. Mainly, because he owes me money and my dad is looking out for his daughter. So they got back to my house today and the ex says goodbye to our son after maybe 1 minute of him being here and then takes off. I make it a point to say something about him spending time with his son....but no. He is tired and needs to get going. Whatever. This coming from the man who always complains about missing his son. Who just the other day mentioned something about being a better father. Why do you bother calling me about an hour of you leave almost crying saying you miss your son. You need to put on your big boy pants because I am not going to do it for you. I mean I have never kept you from your son. You can spend time with him whenever you want. You continously place other "priorities" above our son. I don't have time to hear about your depressed feelings anymore. You are the only one that can change your behavior.

Rant over. I hope you have enjoyed. I will post more soon....I promise!